😓F**#k*d up Situations😰

My situation most of the time

After 3 years, I got a proper project in my company.
I have less experience of the tech that is being used in it.
Others in the project are more knowledgeable than me.
I am the worst player on the team.

I struggle each day with my project.
Being in the agile methodology I have to answer to my manager what I have done yesterday, what I will be doing today and what I will be doing tomorrow.
I hate this.

I am monitored each and every moment. I am asking a lot of questions to my experienced colleagues...They sometimes do get irritated...I have to come office early and leave very late.

I even started missing my gym sessions which I used to love the most. I am feeling uncomfortable daily in my office while working because of the complicated shit.. in short I am fucked up very badly
But wait a minute...

At least I got a decent job and working somewhere, earning something
At least I got a proper project.
At least I got some experience of the tech I am working in.
Others have more knowledge in the project than me means I will be gaining the most, from this project.
At least I have a team.
At least I have a struggle in which I am getting better and tougher day by day.
My communication is improving day by day since I have to listen to the calls and work in as a team on daily basis.

I am doing what I hate everyone can't do that.

My reaction when people get irritated.

You are being monitored so that they can see my progress. I am getting lots of answers daily while others are only getting questions.
And if they are getting irritated then....hmmm..ok.who cares man!!! go fuck yourself.

I am missing some of my physical activities but gaining a lot mentally.

CONCLUSION:

Being in your comfort zone takes you nowhere so better be uncomfortable.So... hell Yeaaaah!!! I am f**#k*d up guy in f**#k*d up situations...what about you?...hope you are comfortable and happy?.